Tuesday 29 January 2008

HEADACHES, CANT STAND THEM. !!!!!! really pure ticking pain in my head. i can feel the vessels in my brain pumping the blood through the brain. it just hurts so much. i cant concentrate so long on certain things. it just bloody hurts.
well, before i climb into bed. i'll just post something.

i cant help but be so conscious about what my daddy says to me all the time. probably because he rarely speaks his mind. :/

but whenever he opens his golden mouth, the only things coming out of there are words that really hurt me and keep me thinking for the rest of the day. so i really hate it when he does that, especially when im just going to get to bed. it really influences me. grrr..

its always prep talk you know, like :" i expect you to get alot of A's ahh... dun let me down" ".....dun let me down.....dun let me down..." how am i suppose to not let you down when you keep asking me not to. Its easy to but some things you say really carry alot of weight in my heart. maybe thats why you rarely open your GOLDEN mouth. Its too heavy.. but sometimes you need to get it outta your system, like toxins right. ?

but its always so conincidental that my parents will bump into me. ------------ as in when they come into the room to check on me, whether im dng my hw blahh, actually its ALWAYS-EVERYDAY. they alwasy somehow grab the timing where i always already finished my homework and revision and JUST making my way to the com or have just sat in front of the com for just 5 mins. They'll go :" where are you going.. ? not studying. ? oi, study hor, otherwise you'll get some crap from me. " wth, its like so... life is making a fool out of me. my parents always get to see some "hua4 mian4" that they sort of dun expect to see. actually they do expect it thats why they always chnaced upon me using the com. THEY LOVE TO DO THAT. :/

as the old saying goes:" wo3 bu4 ru4 di4 yu4, shui2 ru4 di4 yu4 ahh.."

Saturday 26 January 2008

DAMMIT.

dammit.. i just needa get this outta my system.

mom aint talking to me now! WHY
because of a stupid comment i said. argh. i killed my chance on getting the grey jeans i was SUPPOSED to have. but i just threw it away, just like that, for a fucking comment.

my mom has been taking some qi gong classes these days and gathered lots of knowledge in this field. so, she was doing some "every morning take a 100 sips of water" exercise. its to get rid of the bad things in the stomach.. it is tiring.. 100 sips.. and what she did was ELABORATED the whole process, making a "ahh" sound after every sip.. and the burping sound which was inevitable, imagine having to hear 100 ahhs and at least 30 burps, DIGUSTING sounds in the morning before goign to school EVERYDAY . won;t you like feel so disgusted when you're just trying to get over some stupid mood issues in the morning.?! and there she was doing all THAT.

okay,so i didnt say anything that time and the many other times till now. we were just having dinner like 2 hrs ago. she suddenly talked about the qi gogn thing, so i rmbred what dad said that time she did the ELABORATING PROCESS OF GETTING RID OF BAD AIR IN THE STOMACH. he was like "what the.." and gave a diao irrtated face. so i feedback this to my mom and i said it was disgusting.

and all of the sudden she went quiet and after 10 s, she started nagging and said :" when someone in the family is trying to lead a healthy life and stay healthy, is this what you're suppose to say. ? you should give some encouragment instead of bian-ing me and say im disgusting, you know you break my glass heart. ?"

omg, wtf. when did i ever say you were disgusting. i said the PROCESS OF YOUR "ELABORATION OF EVERYTHING" IS DISGUSTING. DID I SAY YOU. ? i never say this method no good or whatsoever, i just said it was disgusting to hear that in the morning. would you appreciate such "wonderful" sounds in the morning. ? i bet you wld be irritated too if the one doing it was me. you wld clearly cut me off and say :" stop it will you."

i was bloody kind enough to just say it after so long okay. but noo....you took it freaking hard. it wanst intentional or anything, i just thought you were used to all these. but oh no, i guess not. what the hell. you are like a petty woman of the new age! grah. you kept emphasising on what I said , the "disgusting" word. and you roared back like a machine gun. i explained, you wldnt listen. you jsut presumed i meant it the "INSULTING MOCKING" way. which is NOT true. cmon, im your daughter, can't you just let it go. ? you're not that young anymore.

and dad just keeps quiet after that. what a loser. he never stands up for anything. and only talks behind people's back. never were you brave enough to tell mom off. you kept complaining to me only. what the hell. im not your diary. dammit.

the worst thing is, i can't get my grey jeans now and you're bloody mad and not talking to me.

MOVE ON WOMAN! ITS 2008. whats up with a little bit of criticism which you always ask me to TAKE IT IN MY STRIDE. but MAHM, I DUN SEE YOU SETTING A GOOD EXAMPLE.
SUCCESS cant be spelled without "U"


jiayou!
to those who might have read the post below wrongly.. i emphasis... PETTY not PRETTY hor...
gahhhhh..my mom is so petty... fk it.
hey people.

i'll start by congradulating all those who passed with flying colours for o level chinese!!! :D

however, to those who are unhappy with their results, please do not be so sad okay. ! life goes on! work hard for the following months! this is just a minor setback. This ain't the time to fall back. 3/4 respect with always be here for you guys whenever you need us. We need U too. lets all work hard together and strive for the best. ! :D

Saturday 19 January 2008

ok i'll first start by wishing ms teo a HAPPY BIRTHDAY! so for the benefit of those tt didnt stay back for ms teo's birthday celebration ytd, here's wad happened...

so me and zihou went canteen to collect the cake to our cls...den discussed wif the rest how to bluff ms teo up to the cls...haha...some ideas were rly funny...like saying the fan dropped...but in the end we decided using the excuse tt zhenming and kehan's fighting...lols...so ernest called her and told her abt it...and the rest were very cooperative...and they started making sound effects...whoa super funny...hahaha...i bet those of u who were there agree wif me XD...den ms teo came into cls...and she rly thot they were fighting...but everyone started laughing cos sth happened i think...couldnt rly rmb...so she asked if they finished fighting alrdy...den they said yes...lols...and she almost go off liao lor...but we started singing birthday song to her...and she finally realised she had been con...hehe...but the atmosphere was abit cold after tt...dont noe why...but nvm it was quite successful anyway...haha...she didnt believe tt the guai-kia...which is ernest...will lie...hehehe...such an honest chap...LOL! after tt cut cake and ate...and the eating part was horrible...cos the powder kept dropping off...and we forgot to buy tissue...so cut the box out instead...and most of us dirtied our shirts and all...oops!! and the part when she saw the card was funny too...cos of the advertisement thingy...whoa...cant stop laughing man...whoo~ and here's a photo of the birthday girl(?)...

(click to enlarge)

whoa...so chio sia~ LOL...

k..tts all for today...sry for the language...very singlish...hehs...and sry for the dots too...lols...BBYE all...see u guys back in sch on mon! and dun forget to study for maths test! :D

Wednesday 16 January 2008

GLAD TO BE HERE

hey people.

its been quite sometime since school started. and some time since everyone rested ey. ?! BUT...rest is very important for good reuslts okay. haha.

sec 4 is really hard and stressed for me, and i bet for EVERYONE too, (including the geniuses-->PRC) i can only say they are damn pro. ><

how unfair right. ? wish we all had some photographic memory. !!!!!

but nevermind la. WORK HARD PEOPLE. !

i never regretted coming to RP. everyone really has alot of RESPECT for one another, which is good i suppose. at least we don't fight. although 2007 with you guys didnt see long but i had a good time. and... it was really fast right. ? seems to feel we're just starting to really ALL get along and seem like some " 20 years and above" friends. haha. i dunno what i talking also. crap la. but i mean it.. if you understand MUST TELL ME!!!!!!! TAGGG!!!!!!!!!



finally some decent post..normal one. ^^

<3 maniac

Friday 4 January 2008

FUNNY VIDEOS

HEY ALL!!
HAHA THIS IS THE FIRST POST OF 2008 :D
Update more if you have the time ppl! :D

Anw I hope things are now better and fine for the blogger of the previous post, cheer up man!!

Anw, I reckon this year's gonna be an extremely busy and tight one for all of us,
So All'd Best to everyone for sec4!!
I believe we'll all pull through tgther!!

Here're some videos i watched last time!
They're really blardy hilarious, especially the high sch musical one, so go watch if you have the time !!
It'll take you less than 10 mins, and a good way to destress also!

Omg, initially i posted the videos up, but then the blogskin got messed up and all by the videos coz of the space constrain, so i had to take them away
but anw, here's the link of the playlist in which i saved the 3 videos in,
click if you want to watch!

http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=55EA95F0E09FBB77

Hope yall enjoyed the videos if you watched them!!

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BAOFANG :D