PAIN IN THE ASS

im so fked up by my mom now.
whats the use of " i want to know you more" idea you've been harbouring in your thoughts when you dun actually do it in a RIGHT way.
you give me stress.
i feel the stress.
you're making things damn damn worse,
im feeling worse enough
im tired
havent had a LONG and GOOD sleep
so when i come home
why cant you just shut up, i wanna have a peace of mind.
life has been real busy and tiring these days
i really need some space
i understand you want to know what happened the past days when i was away.
but can you be mroe understanding when my tone already changes?
when i already have a " i dun wanna talk about this anymore. stop. " tone.
its either you dun noe or you just want to keep talking, express your views which are relatively still critisicing our working methods.
and i really think that you just wanna keep talking and be the " know it all" that you think you are and you think that you know everything just because so far, everything has gone well for you, all the organizing of things and stuff.
well, let me tell you. SHUT UP. MOVE AWAY.
you're such a typical auntie. irritating kiasu bo liao gossiper and MEDDLESOME.
i think you have auntie cancer. and its already at stage 4, the critical stage.
i guess i can't tell you all these, jsut to protect myself from the beatings and scoldings i had enough of already. and after this conversation, you just walked away like its MY fault, that im the one being UNREASONABLE. well, imagine someone saying all THOSE to you. would you feel good. ?
okay, it may be STRAIGHTFORWARD for you and you take it and change. but please, people have feelings, your EQ should be BLOODY LOW. well i dun care either.
you dun want the disappointment you got from sister, well i'll give you that disappointment to YOU with my o level results once again. im studying, WAS studying, to fufil your hopes for me. well IM NOT NOW.
sorry dad, i'll have to let you down.
my life will be ruined once she goes. im DOOMED.
and cmon, dun think you're the woman of the centuary. you're NOT.
FUCK YOU.

yooooooooo........ its christmas eve...... havent came here for a long time.. probably cause too busy. LOL .HAHAHA. anyway.. wishing everyone a very christmas happy eve. XD

shall update more often with interesting things. haha.

Dear lit students, here's wad i saw in our lit google grps thing...

Dear 3MD and 3RP guys and gals, we're midway through December already, how have your holidays been? I'm sure you've been busy catching up with family and friends and with CCAs and I'm sure homework too. I've been busy with the school magazine, and it will be ready soon I hope. I'd like to meet u guys at least once before our new year starts, for a session that will last about 2 hours. I'm proposing 17 Dec, Monday next week, from 9.15 to 11.15 am. Please reply as soon as possible if you can make it. Take care and enjoy the holidays while we can!
~Mr. Ahmad

Things to brg along: the midsummer's night dream book and some writing materials

hmm...dun rly feel like going back lor...sian...how arh. =X

ok...tts all ba...will update again if there's anything else!

kathy:)

english assignment.

(this is what i sent to the class, for reference to those who did not receive the email or do not have an email)

Hey lerling here, this is about the english assignment( a sense of belonging).

Please refer to the Worksheet MS SOH gave us before the holiday for details. the name on top is 'SEC 3EL HOLIDAY HOMEWORK 2007/WEBSITE DESIGN-A SENSE OF BELONGING' Please read though all to allow you to have a better concept.

Overall tasks: STORY I/C: pls finish the assignment using microsoft word and send to the compilers. (you need to have the book to do it/pls buy asap)there are 4 compilers respectively. you have to read the story assigned respectively, do internet research on the story, source for other links for the story and lastly develope materials for the website.

TO CHECK YOUR ROLES PLS REFER TO FILE 1 (according to register) and FILE 2 (according to roles) and FILE 3 (STORY I/C)PLease view and save them if you need to.

COMPILERS:

compiler 1: in charge of compilation of story 1,2,3,4,5(JI XIN)

compiler 2 : in charge of compilation of story 6,7,8,9,10(RENEE)

compiler 3 : in charge of compilation of story 11,12,13,14(XIAOLIN)

compiler 4 : in charge of compilation of story 15,16,17,18 (XUMENG)

your job is to look through the stories and their extra materials, check through them and see if its throughly done.Send to the editors once done.

EDITORS: editor 1: edit story 1,2,3,4(ANGELINE)

editor 2: edit story 5,6,7,8(MEIZHEN)

editor 3 : edit story 9,10,11(YIJIE)

editor 4: edit story 12,13,14(SABRINA)

editor 5 : edit story 15,16,17,18(KAILIN)

editors please read through the stories you are sent to and edit them like vocabulary or grammer etc. (if necessary)once done, please send to the web designers ASAP. there are 4 web designers.

WEB DESIGNERS: .(WILMER, BAOFANG, BRANDON, RACHEL) all 4 of you would probably have to work together as a group. DEVELOPE the website, please ask wilmer for the website password and user. its with him) . DESIGN the website. Consult the co-ordinators for final viewing and design finalization and stuff. While developing your website, you could ask for feedback and suggestions from the class. Conceptualisers are suppose to hel you guys to develope the website too.

CONCEPTUALISER: You have to do internet research for ideas for the website design and concept. Come up with ideas and suggestions for the website. you could discuss among yourselves. CONCEPTUALISERS AND WEB DESIGNERS ARE SUPPOSEDLY SUPPOSE TO WORK TOGETHER TO FINISH UP THE WEBSITE. (WEN XIN, TONGYAO, DANLING, ZHOUWEI, STANLEY, SZE ZHIN) SCHEDULER: Develope a detailed working timeframe for the class and ensure that all are involced on task. HOWEVER, i think that probably the scheduler wouldn't have to go through all these trouble, so

SCHEDULERS are suppose to help out with the web design as well to let them finish work easier and faster. thanks. (ZHONGTAO, YIYANG AND XIAOLAN)

Sorry for the inconvinience caused to some of the editors and compilers who probably have 1 story more to compile or edit. This is due to the number of stories that cant be evenly divided among you all.

FINALLY, any enquires, you can sms me or email me. lerling.

if you need the files please tell me so i can send to you online if you do not have an email or you did not receive an email of such.