PAIN IN THE ASS

im so fked up by my mom now.
whats the use of " i want to know you more" idea you've been harbouring in your thoughts when you dun actually do it in a RIGHT way.
you give me stress.
i feel the stress.
you're making things damn damn worse,
im feeling worse enough
im tired
havent had a LONG and GOOD sleep
so when i come home
why cant you just shut up, i wanna have a peace of mind.
life has been real busy and tiring these days
i really need some space
i understand you want to know what happened the past days when i was away.
but can you be mroe understanding when my tone already changes?
when i already have a " i dun wanna talk about this anymore. stop. " tone.
its either you dun noe or you just want to keep talking, express your views which are relatively still critisicing our working methods.
and i really think that you just wanna keep talking and be the " know it all" that you think you are and you think that you know everything just because so far, everything has gone well for you, all the organizing of things and stuff.
well, let me tell you. SHUT UP. MOVE AWAY.
you're such a typical auntie. irritating kiasu bo liao gossiper and MEDDLESOME.
i think you have auntie cancer. and its already at stage 4, the critical stage.
i guess i can't tell you all these, jsut to protect myself from the beatings and scoldings i had enough of already. and after this conversation, you just walked away like its MY fault, that im the one being UNREASONABLE. well, imagine someone saying all THOSE to you. would you feel good. ?
okay, it may be STRAIGHTFORWARD for you and you take it and change. but please, people have feelings, your EQ should be BLOODY LOW. well i dun care either.
you dun want the disappointment you got from sister, well i'll give you that disappointment to YOU with my o level results once again. im studying, WAS studying, to fufil your hopes for me. well IM NOT NOW.
sorry dad, i'll have to let you down.
my life will be ruined once she goes. im DOOMED.
and cmon, dun think you're the woman of the centuary. you're NOT.
FUCK YOU.